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ITS MY BDAY!! WOO HOOO!!! go to my myspace && tell me whats up! lol or on here! www.myspace.com/loveyoumorethanyouknow
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mkayyy...things are goin great
+ got a bf =)..totally happy tomorrow is our one month!
- there is so much ppl. that are dumb!
+ i FINALLy got my permit
- i get my license May 1st
-i have to get a job if i want a car
+..my familia is GREATTT
+ have great friends && hope that everything is great w/ them!
go check out my myspace
www.myspace.com/loveyoumorethanyouknow
love you bitches!
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| BACK BITCHESS!!!! |
[15 Aug 2005|05:24pm] |
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hey well sry i haven`t updated in like AGES but um..i`m here in Albuquerque && it`s great..i started school today && it was tons of fun! like oh my gah i have the BESTEST classes EVER && there are lots of hawt guys!! WOO HOO!!!!! well my scedule is..
Schedule A
1--Pschology
2--PE
........LUNCH........
3--English 11
4--Chemistry 1
Schedule B
5--US History
6--Comm Skills
.........LUNCH..........
7--Bus. Com. App.((Marketing))
8--Algebra II
Looks like a great yr ahead of me!
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[25 Jul 2005|09:15am] |
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OH MY EFFIN GAH..you won`t believe this!..I HAVE TO MISS LAGUNA BEACH TO WORK TODAY!!!..what kinda shyt is that??!..i`ve been waiting for this show to come on since the day it ended!..now i gotta miss it b/c i work from 3 to closing!..mayun..this is so serious bullshyt!...&& some ppl. are prolly thinkin ..what a freakin loser..but Laguna beach is love <3333..well i think i`m gonna go shower now && bum around until i gotta get ready!
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| I GOT A JOB!!!<333 |
[22 Jul 2005|11:11am] |
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you make NEVER guess this but...
I GOT AN EFFIN JOB!
well just thought i would let everyone know..it`s @ Twister`s && i`m an effin cashier that makes $6.50 && i go && train tomorrow!!! that`s crazy b/c i just got back from my interview && the manager JUST CALLED && TOLD ME!
well i gotta go fill in the paperwork now so i`ll try && update a little bit more about my new job!
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| NoT A grEaT uPdAtE =( |
[15 Jul 2005|03:24pm] |
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hmm..well i`m not going to San Antonio after all..and well i guess i`ll be here @ my casa..and i MIGHT get an application for Owl Cafe b/c my Auntie Nicole called and told me to apply there..and my good friend Nick told me to too!!..lol..so..i guess we shall see..and there isn`t really anything new w/ me..just that Rossi is now in New York and today is our two month((yes i know barely))..but oh well..and so i guess i`m gonna go eat or check the mail..or burn a cd!
New Fav. Song
Relient K= be my escape
I've given up, I'm giving up slowly, I'm blending in so
You won't even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet that You mentioned is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I've been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, I promise I'm going because
I gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging You, I'm begging You, I'm begging You to be my escape.
I'm giving up I'm doing this alone now
Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how
He's told me the way and I'm trying to get there
And this life sentence that I'm serving
I admit that I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I've been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I'm going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging You, I'm begging You, I'm begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can't ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I'm going because
I've gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I've gotta get outta here
And I'm begging You, I'm begging You, I'm begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
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| rOaD tRiP<33 |
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well i`ll be takin a roadie here soon..i`ll be going BACK HOME to Kingsville,TX (REPRESENT)..anywho..but um..i`m really excitied b/c i get to see everyone again..but i`m gonna miss everyone back up here..so i don`t know..um..i`m gonna miss someone in particular..just talkin to "that person" everyday..even tho i may get annoying..anywho..well i`m gonna miss that person..and well i hope "that person" has tons of fun!! and well can`t wait..i`m countin down the days till...
25-30th+mE=KtOwN/SaN aNtOnIo<333
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alritey..so today was a really busy day and what not..well it was crazy b/c i went w/ my step-mom and daddy to go help them apply for TVI and UNM..and it was crazy b/c like we needed to find this one building..and well we were so0o0o lost that we asked this guy..and like he told us that he was deaf..and i felt s0o0o bad and like so i knew a little bit of sign language and we talked by writing stuff down..and like it was s0o0o amazing how he had this disablilty and yet he functioned s0o0 well..and it just made me feel like a great person!!!..so then we went and ate @ this place called PepperJack Monterreys..man that place was s0o0o0o0o good..i loved it..even tho i only had a Caesar salad!..but then like i found out that miss Brit Brit and Shortcake(might) come up and see me..and i can`t wait b/c it`s gonna be fun!!! i can`t wait..and man it`s gonna be s0o0o much fun...we are gonna get wasted and party and be out all the time WoOhOo!!! well my wrist is hurting..and i`m going to finish watching Corina Corina!!
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| i live in the ALBACRRRAZY now! |
[06 Jul 2005|04:09pm] |
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well sry i haven`t updated in like AGES..but i`ve been meaning too but i`ve just been really busy w/ the big move and just gettin settled and spending time w/ the family!..well it`s been great..and i like my school even though i`m not gonna know anyone..but i`m ALWAYS gonna make new friends and be able to feel s0oo0o0o much better b/c i`m going to be able to start over and have a fresh beginning..well i think that this is gonna be a good thing for me..and well things have been going good..i`ve been talking to my love Winnie Sue!!..and i discovered that her current bf is this guy that we were trying to see if he was hawt or not..and well what do you know..she ended up being w/ him!..aww i miss those good ol days!..hmm..well i WANTED to go to the River this yr. but my dad was being gay and moved me and hasn`t let me gone to my g-mas in a bit!..it isn`t that great..and i miss my SuMmErIaN baBe!..i hope that everything is workin out for her..even tho i haven`t talked to her in AGES..i don`t think she loves me anymore =(..well hmm..lemme see..what else..um..i made this really good Cd..it was called "before MJ went white"..it is tiiight..lol..and i`m going to mail katita a copy!! wOoHoo!..well i hope that everyone`s summer is going great!..and i miss everyone..Lots of love!
...kayla*
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hey hey hey..i know that i haven`t updated in awhile..but i got my internet turned off along w/ my phone..so it sux..i know this is coming up really soon..but i`m moving to Albueuquerque..and i`ve been trying to do so0o0o many things before i leave...and it`s just really crazy..i mean..there are s00oo0 many things i NEED to do before i leave too..like i NEED to hang out w/ my FAVORTIE ppl. Kas and Shortcake..but i NEED to make time..and i DEFINATELY NEED to hang out w/ Mikey..Corina..and Veaney!! but i mean i`m trying to do s0o0 many things that i need to make time for..so if you EVER wanna hang out..just feel free to call me @ 383-8654..Love y`all Lots¢¾ kaYLa ¢´ denise
oh yeah i`m here @ NMSU (New Mexico State University) and there are a bunch of HAWT guys here..wOohoO!! well hope to hear from y`all soon!! and well i`ll be going here or my cousins to check up on things..well love y`all lots!<333
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| uPdAtIoN tImE!! |
[14 Jun 2005|10:09am] |
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well just decided to update a little bit..here are some highs and lows of what has been happening.....
- Rossi is leavin next month (July 10)
+ we spend like everyday together
- i miss hanging out w/ my girls
- i think i`m leaving @ the end of the month b/c i couldn`t find a place to stay
-/+ not sure if i`m going to Warped Tour w/ Kas
- lost a few friends over the year/summer
-/+ i wanna get my hair cut or colored
+ talked to old friends over the summer
+ i get to go out like EVERY NITE!
- i miss my lexxie babe and my big sister
+ older brother let me stay w/ him for the longest time and covered my ass when needed
- hearts were broken..but yet mended and changed into a better person
+ realized that good things come to those who wait
+ Rossi and i are better now than ever
++++++ i got these effin hawt cop sunglasses!!
...well i think that`s it..just feel free to comment..and comment or call me if you wanna do anything!<3333333 (307-4091)<--for those who don`t know
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[09 Jun 2005|09:29am] |
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well things have been hella crazy lately..especially w/ Rossi..i`m really sad b/c he`s leaving for West Point on July 10!!!..i don`t wanna lose him..but everyone tells me that it`s gotta happen..and that if we are suppose to be together than maybe we will last longer than we expected!..but i don`t wanna get my hopes up and then it not be true..i just don`t wanna lose him..and i know that the time is comin up..i`m movin to Albuquerque..he`s goin to West Point...and we will be on TOTALLY different sides of the freakin country..and we promised we would talk to each other at least everyday..and as much as we can!....but i`m just s0o00o sad b/c of what has to happen. well we took my little brother Evan to the park yesterday..and we talked about what is gonna happen..and i told him to end it right then and there..but i didn`t mean it i just don`t want things to be worse ..b/c it`s hard enough letting go..and when we actually have to let go..i know i`m not gonna want to and i`m gonna be too attached ..but we talked..and cried..and held each other and said a million i love you`s..i just wish that things could be the way they were in the beginning..we were happy and so in love..and we still are..but just the fact that we know we have to let go...but i love him to death!! and i wish him the bestest in West Point..he truly deserves the best..and he`s like my best friend (after Kas and Alexa)..lol..but he has been there for me through thick and thin..and i`m just said to have to let go of him..well i guess i`ll end this mushy entry and try and update about happy things..oh..and go check out mine..Kas and Alexa`s myspace..we posted new pics...
www.myspace.com<--if you need me to help you w/ lookin @ mine..just leave a comment or i/m me
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| woo hoo kaster!!! |
[03 Jun 2005|05:54pm] |
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what it is yo..well today was a freakin lazy ass day!!! i stayed in my pj`s all day!! wOohOo who`s a pimp like that ..I AM..well Micheal Albone and Dom. came over b/c Micheal (my little brother) is leaving me and going to San Diego..and he won`t be back before i move up to Albuquerque..yes the secrets out..i`m movin to Albuquerque..and i really don`t wanna go..but i gots to!!..but i mean..Everything happens for a reason..so we shall see..oh my gah..my new and other fav. person is Johnna she is the most AWESOMEEST girly EVER!!!!...i think that you are the raddest girly ever!!! well i love you!! and i think that it`s kinda neat how you live rite behind my bf..but its kinda creepy..jkjk i love you!..well i needed to shower now so i can get ready for my baby`s graduation party..and maybe i get to party it up w/ Johnna!! wOoHoO!! Lots Of Love to y`all<33
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[02 Jun 2005|07:03pm] |
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i spent the day w/ my little brother Evan and we walked the dogs,watched the cartoons..woOhOo!!..well then we ran outside and just played like old times..and then my sweetie came and saw me before his GRADUATION....but it made me sad b/c i knew he was graduatin..and i was gettin sad b/c he was makin a countdown..so i kept gettin sad!!..but i still love him!! and tomorrow is his Graduation party so you know how that is gonna be!..woOhOo..Johnna we gotta party together!!! what it is yo!! you gotta go!! i`ll tell Rossi to let ya in ..well tonite Kas is coming over and we are gonna stay up all nite..jkjk..we are gonna get krunk just like lil jon and the eastside boys!! lol..well i`m talkin to my NEW LOVE Johnna so gots to go talk to her! and i love her..and she is s0o0o awesome!<333 Lots of Love and i`ll try and update a little more!
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Well i know that i haven`t updated since my bday..but you know what can i say i`m a player..and a player`s gotta do what a player`s gotta do! =P..well let`s see..
Wednesday(nite of my bday)--well the nite of my bday..Micheal Foran had a party for me @ his house..aww what a sweetheart<333...and so we were there chillin and whatever..and we went swimmin..but then i had to go pick up Kim from my house..so me..Rossi..Kas and Mike Torrez went to my house picked up Kim and stopped @ Taco Bell b/c we were freakin hungry..so i went home changed..and then we went back to Foran`s..well we were there..and then my fav. ppl showed up..ALEXA & JUSTIN!!! WOO HOO..that`s when the real party started =P..jkjk..um..and then i gave a hug to Justin and he threw me in the pool w/ my newly dried changed clothes..so i was kinda sad..but i was all whatever..and then i remembered i had extra clothes in Foran`s room b/c when i went swimmin it up last time @ his house..=)..so then we all had fun and partied..and John C...Chris(Foran`s brother)...Justin..and i think that`s it..but they went skinny dippin..it was s0o0o0o funny b/c we took their trunks..and then the motion detector lights came on..so we had a blast!!!
Thursday--well i don`t really remember what happened that day..but moving on..
Friday--it was a very lazy day..and i just spent the day in my pj`s but then that nite..around 5 we left to Albuquerque..it was a freakin long drive..but i slept that whole day and nite..i felt like shit!!
Saturday--me..my daddy..my step-mom Gina and my uncle Gabe spent the whole day looking for houses for us b/c we are movin up there..and it`s freakin sad b/c i don`t wanna go up there..but maybe all those who love me would go and visit me..
Sunday--we had a BBQ and my uncle..daddy..step-mom..Grandma..and aunt got DRUNK..it was funny..and then my uncle chased me..and tripped and slid across the room..it was funny..but it looked like it hurt!!...um..and we saw fireworks..and we just had fun..i saw my new baby cousin Gabriella!! she is s0o0o tiny..she was like 9 days old..it was crazy! um..and i saw my fav. cousins Xavia and Maya..they are s0o0o cute..they are like 5 and 3..but you gotta love em!!
Monday-- we went to look for more houses..and we found this one..and it`s purty and it`s big..i liked it b/c my room was freakin huge!! lol..but yeah..um..and then we came back home..but it was the longest and boringest trip EVER..so i got home and unpacked and my lover came and saw me w/o hardly any gas!! aww my lover loves me!!! <333..i LOVE YOU TOO!!!
well that`s my update..and who knows what is going to happen today..but i knwo that if it will be jam packed w/ fun!!=P
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today is my effin birthday!! what it is yo!!..man..i don`t even feel like i`m 16..i still feel young..b/c all my friends are older than me..but what can i say..i`m a freakin PLAYER..and well tonite me and my fav. homegirls are hanging out and GETTIN KRUNK!! WOOHOO!!!..
<333HOMIE DON`T PLAY THAT<333
well i need to start gettin ready to PARTAY!!! so write me and comment and tell me how much you love me!!<333
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| woo hoo kaster!!! |
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well guess what..today is POWER JAM DAY..woo hoo..man..me kas and Alexa are gonna get KRUNKIZZLE up in Cohen ColusieumIzzle!!..i don`t think i spelt that rite..but yeah..well things are going good for me and rossi..and i hope they get better too..well softball is good...except the fact that it`s getting to be HOTT as BALLS out now!!...um..school is over on my bday..which is in 4 days!! WOO HOO..and last nite..i got into some serious trouble..but things seem to be getting better so i don`t think anything bad will be happening..but you NEVER know..so hopefully things will go according to plan!!..anywho..well i need to shower and start getting ready..b/c Alexa and Kas are on their way..I LOVE YA ROSSI..and things will work out i promise sweetie..we just gotta make it through some of these tough times..and the things ppl say/do!!
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Well I know i haven`t updated in the longest time but i`ve just been really busy..well for starters..i`m "TALKING" to a Varsity baseball player..and he is such a sweetheart..and he`s in Lubbock rite now for Area Playoffs =(..well Last nite i went to the movies w/ Alexa(Shortcake) & Anabelle(Annie Banannie)..it was funny b/c like Gabe(Anabelle`s "husband")..was going to go..and then it ended up that he couldn`t go..and so it was a Girl`s night out...for us just going to the bowling alley..Hamburgerstand..and then to the movies..it was a trip..well we went to see House Of Wax..and it was kinda weird but it was good..wow..Paris Hilton does die dumb!! =P...that sux..okay..well i ended up talking to Rossi(The guy i`m talking to)..the whole nite..and i told him to text alexa`s cell b/c we were watching a movie..so then he did and we talked to each other by texting..and it was cute cuz he said that if i was there you wouldn`t be so scared =)b/c i would hold you=)..well yeah..then he told me he wants to ask me out but in person..and he wants to see me on sunday! =)..when they get back!!!!..well it sux b/c Rossi`s a Senior..and some of the guys are like..why are you trying to get w/ a senior when he`s leaving..and then they try to get me w/ his friend John who`s a Junior this yr. and it`s like WTF..i don`t know what to do..and like i like Rossi..and John`s my bud..and Alexa called and told John that was fucked up for trying to get w/ me when he knew Rossi was..well i`m just going to see what happens Sunday..and today i`m going to a Job Expo..so i need to go shower and get ready and i`ll try not to be s00o0o busy and update every once and awhile =)..
<33 xOxO kAyLeR*
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